No Fear
I have died a million times inside my mind, yet I am still alive. I wish I could blame this on Cancer and the fear I lived through, thinking it would kill me. The truth is though, I have spent my entire life living in a fear that I...
Man in the Mirror
I spent much of my life avoiding mirrors. Those that I looked into, I only did so briefly, maybe to check my hair, see what I was wearing, or how I presented. But I never saw me. I have spent the better part of 6 decades seeing the reflection of...
Finding the Love for Me
Why is it that a step backwards in my journey feels more like I have toppled off the edge of the mountain right before the summit? Backward steps in my life rarely are measured movements but more vicious descents into the cauldron of my ego...
Gracious Gratitude
In the last few years I have sat through the paradox of my life, looking behind corners for the hidden meaning. My constant search for what it’s all about – what am I all about? What’s my mission? What’s my purpose?...
Cry
My deepest pain is fueled by loneliness, the deeper it gets the more alone I feel. At times it swallows me whole and holds me tight in such a dark place that I cannot see beyond my fears. I have been residing there the last 2 weeks, full of grief...
Words as a Weapon
Those who know me well, know too well the wrath of my tongue or the speed of my wit. For years I have hid behind words; words are a weapon in my arsenal and I can dispense them with ruthless accuracy. However it is after those times, where I...